A little Girl whom tired to hide the pain inside

i am so tired pretend this feeling :')

The only dream that I really wish right now is to cry and scream in a lonely day without anyone about my.life
Honestly , I am so tired to hide this pain in front of people around me , cause the only feeling that I feel right now is hurt !

 Maybe they could see my.smile ..
But this is the smile of tired !
the smile of pain that I’ve been hiding since long.long ago !

I am hurt ,I am tired for being this ,
I am tired to pretend this :'(

Yah ..
It’s hard  be a bigger person ,
It’s hard to be adult ,
Cause every time when I hide my.pain and look at in front ,

 I AM CRYING  .. :’(

Yeap , this is the fact !
I Am still a little girl ..
A spoiled girl ,
That doesn’t know the purpose that should be reached .. :’)

Please , understand me ,
“ A little girl whom tired to hide the pain inside .. :’) “